This is therapy right? Bollocks Even this is bloody scrutinised i cant even put my side of an argument down without there some form of enquiry having to take place this isn't bloody 15th century Spain.
I need to grow up and stop putting everything on display and falling so hard and so god damn bloody fast that's what got us into this mess. I get it I honestly do I'm the one out of us whose either gonna die alone or end up with some skin head piece of scum from a run down northern estate because I settled for the first thing that came along and not the Swedish hunk that I desperately want but will probably never get. Whereas the rest of you lot are gonna end up happy because that's the way the world works but hey a life like havishams is ok to be honest it sounds like a hell of a lotta fun.
But what I really want to know is that is there anything that puts you off me it might be nice to know so I can decide whether or not I like/love you enough to be arsed to change for you.
Because we all know that life isn't all rainbows and butterfly's and we all know that.
I mean at least fucking speak to me sunshine that may be just a little bit nice.
The long and short of this is please fuck off back to your hole and stop fucking with my head cos Ive given up on you I'm all cried out. Blind faith in something as fickle as love sucks, I mean what has love ever done for anyone. Love kills people (Shakespeare people was totally right) and has actually started wars i mean all it took was one mans love for another mans missus to start a full on war in troy.
Ahhh well old habits die hard.
So what have we learnt from this little therapy session:
- I need attention
- I need gossip
- I need love
- I get bored easily so I annoy people by texting them
- I'm a generally annoying person
Anyways
As Always
Much Love
StephanieJade
x
No comments:
Post a Comment