Fear

What am i fearful of?
Polysterene?
Dying alone?
Never being loved?
The world changing and leaving me behind?
Making a fool of myself trying to talk my way into a prefect job with badly recived jesus jokes?
Actually im afraid of all of those, but what im most afraid of in my life is failing my parents.
While yes i most likely am going to university but not to do what they want making lots of money and having everything they never had.
I am a history geek through and through always have always will be and law is nothing more than a hobby after all it was churchill who said ' find a job you love and you'll never work again'
But fear is a bloody good motivator but i dont think i can bring myself to deny me the fun i find in learning about the past, and while no i dont have clue how a history degree will create oppourtunites later on but do know what i'll cross that bridge when i come to it.
Fear roughly translates as Fuck Everything And Run. So thats exactly what im going to do right into the arms of my first love. History.

As Always
Much Love
StephanieJade
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