Steal My Romance

Speak to me
I'm hanging on your words.
Give to me
The love that I deserve.
But still you're going to hold your tongue
And torture me by playing dum.
Have you no idea what you've done
And what you're doing still.

Every word you say, kills me and steals my romance.
Every vacant stare that you throw at me steals my romance.

No more lies.
No more here nor there.
The time has come
To show me that you care.
But still you're going to turn in me.
And bring me down onto my knees.
Have you no idea just how to please me?
I just want to breathe.

Every word you say, kills me and steals my romance.
Every vacant stare that you throw at me steals my romance.
Never here nor there you just stand there and steal my romance.
Every hallow prayer when you kneel down and steal my romance


This at the moment is how i feel about you and no matter how much i attempt at changing this fucker that sits there nestled in the corner of my cold god forsaken heart its never ever going to actually happen. YOU have stolen all the romance im ever going to have everything always refers back to you and your silly orange dutch arse!
I even promised myself not to blog about you yet here i am sitting all alone surounded by flaming drangnfly fairy lights so im not even blogging the right way in a cool american coffee shop with a fit barista nabbing their free wi-fi like i could anyway all my confidence around the fit blokes has dwindled away now its just the fuck it im going in approach which gets me burnt like fucking toast.
I find myself thinking about in every situation and refering back to you in every single waking moment in my life you're going to turn me into a cat lady version of havisham whose hopes were dashed a the moment the shiny nokia express music phone proclaimed in white lettering im dumping your arse im outta here.

Wow sorry about that
As always
Much Love
StephanieJade
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