Hell Would Have To Freeze More Than Twice Before I Will Let You Go.

You are my kryptonite.

This is gonna get ugly and someones heart is gonna be smashed.

We cant go on with this on the back burner.

We have to be honest with each other do we do this every time because its safe and we feel that safe is the only option we have or some fucked up extraneous variable that keeps bringing us back together like Elvis to a peanut butter and banana sarnie.

The thing is i really don't want to let you go cos i think if i do I'll lose the best thing that I'll probably ever have.

I mean to find out who you really are you have to take a deep look inside and you may not like what you find and to be honest i think this shit will end up on Jeremy kyle.

This is some crazy shit i mean we are almost grown ups now and concerning this we're acting like a pair of infatuated tweens.

Plus then theres the fact that half the time I'm a bitch to you and you don't love me more when I'm cold and heartless.

I really don't know what to do with you i really don't cos its like i must be insane for this to be fucking with my head i mean what kind of sane person does this shit come on its getting to be way to funny and surreal for this to be part of a foreseeable reality.

So maybe i just have to laugh this all off and leave it to go its own way or attempt to go all five rounds with this and let it tear me apart and everything I'm attempting to work for.

Don't take it personally I'm just venting in an overtired manner.

As Always

Much Love

StephanieJade

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