Love and Hate are what makes the world say Damn.

I'd choose this over Spanish any day.

OK so I went to an absolutely awesome shindig even though I got so drunk I had to take a nap because I started to hyperventilate.

I ended up falling asleep watching Aladdin with three of my mates one who happens to be my ex boyfriend, turns out the not so current boyfriend seems to think that we've managed to sleep with each other (dude there were other people in the room!) and started crying like a fucking little girl.

He actually needs to man up fucking grow a pair and stop being so god damn fucking emotional about everything. He also needs to stop getting so jealous (not one of your best qualities hun) over the fact that I now have an entirely new life now I've moved away from everything and that its wrong that I have new friends that are different from the kind of people and the kind of life he's used to. Maybe this shit is karma because it always involves me and do you know what it felt good to have the kind of power i had over you then and the power to do what I want for a change.

Plus you get all pissy over the fact that i had a legitimate reason to tell you to go away then you go and say that its only OK for me to be hugging another guy because he happens to be gay, I'm sorry babe but discrimination isn't sexy at all. Also just because you're older doesn't mean you know everything and you know how to deal with every fucking situation people are stuck in because son you really really don't none of us do.

OK maybe some shit happened but you are acting far to bloody arseholeish to realise that maybe you should take just a smidgen of the blame for this and that if you had made more of an effort this wouldn't have happened? Also don't you get that me being like an emotional yo-yo be a prime opourtunity to make this effort?

So yer I'm not upset because you showed who you really are and I don't like it.

And then love there is you.

As Always

Much Love

StephanieJade

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